now three years later we are happier than ever. Neither of us intended to hurt Kayla, and I wish I would’ve had a chance to explain, but I understand why she never wanted to hear from me again.
If I could do it all over again, I’m not sure what I could’ve done differently or how I could’ve turned off my feelings for Jon. As messed up as it is, sometimes you truly cannot help who you love and Jon and I do love each other and have built a beautiful family from that love. My only regret is that it hurt someone that I cared for deeply and if Kayla is out there in the universe reading this, I just want her to know that for what it’s worth I miss her, I’m sorry and I hope she found a love worthy of the amazing woman she is.
As told to Danielle Pointdujour





