Behind Bars, Part 2: Bridget Osborne

A mother of two went from murderer to minister during her 17 years and 9 months incarcerated at Bedford Hills prison

Brooke Obie

by Brooke Obie, December 24, 2013


Exploring the spiritual life of female inmates at New York's Bedford Hills Correctional Facility

 [Editor’s Note: In the fall of 2013, I visited Bedford Hills Correctional Facility for Women in Bedford Hills, New York, to explore the spiritual lives of women behind bars. Over the next three weeks, I’ll be sharing the stories of three women who found freedom in faith while incarcerated.]

On March 18, 1996, Bridget Osborne kissed her 16-year-old son and 4-year-old daughter goodnight. She told them she would be right back. Instead, she has been incarcerated at Bedford Hills Correctional Facility for nearly 18 years.

“My ‘ex-husband,’ (‘common law’ husband) had a previous incident with a young man,” Osborne told EBONY.com. That particular night, [the young man] was waiting for us and he confronted us. I tried to protect myself and my husband and I shot him. He died.”

Prior to this crime, Osborne considered herself to be a non-violent, very spiritual person.  “I lived a very spiritual life,” she said, “but I wasn’t fully committed until after I got incarcerated.”  Up until that point, the Guyanese mother had been an entrepreneur, running her own beauty parlor and promoting parties and boat rides in New York. She lived what she called a “worldly life,” full of partying.  Osborne had thought, in the back of her mind, that she would commit to living a Christian life once she turned 35. But she was 33 when she got locked up. That was when she knew she was being called by God to change immediately.

“Sometimes, until you are with yourself, you are looking outwardly.  I was in Rikers Island [jail] and I found myself in a room by myself, with myself. I prayed and asked for forgiveness and I made that decision that this is the time, not 35, but 33, was the age God wanted to use me or start working with me. So I surrendered myself and just [decided to] live a committed life to the Lord.”

For an inmate, a surrendered life is the law of the land, but a life devoted to God behind bars can be especially difficult. Osborne knew in order to honor God with her life, she’d have to make some serious changes. One of those changes was in her interactions with others, putting into practice the inner peace she had been given through her relationship with Christ. “Even though there are things I want to do, I know that I cannot do it because I am a representative of Christ.  There’s times and situations [at Bedford Hills] where you could just say a soft prayer under your breath and walk away, because when you have peace within, it doesn’t matter who you confront throughout the day.”

I have repented of my sins. I am facing a consequence for my actions. I am a new person in Christ. My life has been transformed. I’m not the same person who walked in here 17 years ago.

Another major change for Osborne was separating from the man she called husband, the father of her daughter. She says of the man who supported her for 5 years into her 17 years and 9 months in prison: “We had a wonderful relationship, but when the transformation in my life was taking place, his life wasn’t transformed. So it started to take a toll. I felt like I was struggling between two things, my God and my lover. My lover and my God,” she laughed. “So someone had to go and I made the choice to let go of him. I didn’t want nothing to come between the relationship that I developed with God.”

The man believed that her newfound dedication to Christ was only temporary, a way for her to deal with life in prison. “But then when he realized that this was not actually a coping mechanism, this is who I have become, he still couldn’t understand. But unless he was willing to change and journey down that road with me then we have nothing more, because it would be changing but going back to the same place and same environment and doing the same things. Sometimes you have to cut the umbilical cord and keep it moving.”

This was in no way an easy or immediate change for Osborne. “It’s amazing because when I look at it and I look back, it was a hard decision, it’s not something that you just wake up and do. I had to pray over it. But you get that sense of peace, you know when it’s God, when God is saying, ‘I’ve got you.’ And even in the Word of God, it says, when your mother, your father, and everyone forsakes you, He’ll still be there.

“I could’ve made the decision where I still let go of God and hold on to the flesh, but the flesh cannot be trusted. Men cannot be trusted. Women cannot be trusted, kids cannot be trusted. They will always walk away one day.  He is who I need for my every day guidance.”

Another decision she has made is to forgive herself for her crime and to accept God’s

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