Lamar Odom was hospitalized in 2015 after being found unconscious in a brothel after a long drug binge. The former NBA player has previously shared small details of the experience, opening up even more as a guest on Kevin Hart’s YouTube series, Cold as Balls.

While sitting in a tub of ice water, Odom reveals to Hart just how much stress his body was under while in recovery, saying is doctors consider it a miracle he made it.

“It’s a good day to be alive considering the alternative. Yeah, all my doctors that see me say I’m a walking miracle. I had 12 strokes and six heart attacks when I was in my coma.”

Check out the interview below.